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05 April 2014 @ 02:51 am
Faint Smile (One shot)  
Well this story is inspired by someone~^^
I asked permission from her to write a story about her love for both Yabu and Keito and she said 'douzo, Aika' (her exact words)...so here I go.
Sorry for the long story by the way, I don't want to make it chaptered~

Title : Faint Smile
Characters : Okamoto Keito,Yabu Kota and Aiy(OC)
Genre/ theme : Love
Summary : It's Aiy's big day and she is experiencing second thoughts as she realized she loves both guys,in the midst of that something bad happen,who will be there to save her to claim her love?
Dedicated to : aiy_chan

Theme song : Deep Sea Girl - Hatsune Miku

"eh? W-what's going on?..."

"Everything is so...blurry...why?"

"Somebody...help me...please"

Aiy cried silently.


Aiy rested her hand on her chest and felt that her heart was beating really fast. It was just minutes away before her new life would begin, minutes away before she would claim a new title in life and minutes away before she belong to someone so beloved. But why? she questioned silently to herself, why am I feeling this? She was indeed afraid to take the next step but part of her yearned for it nonetheless. Of course she wanted the warm embraces from him, the sweet voice whispering in her ears and the lovely face to wake up to...she wanted a whole life with him! and yet her heart trembled at this.

"I want you to be part of my life forever" his voice echoed in Aiy's mind, like soft bells ringing sweet melody, as she recalled the proposal three months ago. She still remembered the warm fluffy feelings spreading in her heart on that day, and how it made her blushed like crazy when her boyfriend of three years knelt on one knee, took her hand and say those wonderful four words. She could still recalled her exact respond to the surprising question; a big 'YES!' was her answer and gave a huge affectionate leap to her fiance.They giggled,they hugged and they kissed on a gentle snowy night. Now, she was to become the wife of her fiance. At this thought, Aiy smiled faintly but only to meet with brimming tears in her lovely eyes.

"Kota..." Aiy finally spoke,a faint sweet voice " I...do love you...but" before she broke into tears and found herself gripping hard on the heart-shaped necklace around her neck." I just can't..." she said between the cries and sobs.

Aiy sat there as the time ticked by and she cried and cried until her memory brought her back to her high school years, where her greatest memory of that time was with a boy. He would called her Aiy-chan and would teased her or make her laughed whenever he can just to see her gentle smile and hear her cute giggle, his most favourite parts about her. The both of them never declared that they were dating but they knew the feelings for each other was there, throbbing and growing as slowly they sealed it with a sweet kiss on one summer night. "Aiy-chan..." Aiy recalled his voice saying her name then, "Promise me you will stay by my side" he said and Aiy gave a small nod as she further pressed herself in his chest.

Aiy cried even further when she remembered his scent and struck by strong yearn for him. "Keito...." her voice came out like a croak "I...I'm sorry but I do want to be with you..." she mumbled,burying her tears-streaming face in her palms as if ashamed at her own sudden change in feelings, "..but...".

On one hand, a finger was wrapped by a beautiful diamond ring; a symbol of love. On another held a silver heart-shaped necklace; a symbol of deep longing. However, both held promises.


"It's your big day, how do you feel?"
"Ah...kinda nervous but excited at the same time"

A cute chuckle escaped Kota's mouth as he expressed his feelings. He was looking sharp and handsome in his black tuxedo, charming than usual indeed.With his cute smile,he looked like an excited kid going to an amusement park for the first time instead of a husband-to-be because he was all giggly and bubbly, as if no sign of nervousness spelt out on his face.

"You're happy than usual,Kota-kun,that's really nice to see" When one of his friend commented.
Before Kota gave his reply, he smiled once again,but this time it was a different kind, more genuine and more emotion put to it as if it came from someone he had his mind on.For a moment he spaced out when he imagined Aiy, his wife-to-be, cuddling beside him on the bed, eating dinner with him and even raising a family with him. An entirely whole life spent with the girl he truly loved and cared.
"Yeah, I am happy" he said, "I'm really am".


All the while the bride crying and the groom smiling, Keito, with his heavy heart, arrived at the wedding venue in his grey suit. He passed the people attented with gentle smiles and greeted Aiy's parents with politeness and cheerfulness, but in truth his true emotion was masked by these deceptions he displayed. Deep inside, reality was killing him.

When he was alone,sipping some wine hoping to calm himself down, he couldn't help but thought of the bride. She pictured her happy,glowing and beautiful in her wedding dress, accesorize with flowers,tiaras and all sort of sparkles, walking hand in hand with the groom. He nearly choked at the image he drew in his head. Of course that was what he wanted her to be, but he wanted her to be happy with him not with the groom. Of course he wanted to be with Aiy, to have her in his embrace when she feels lonely, to wipe away her tear when she feels sad, to cheer her up with teases and jokes like they used to and to spent the rest of their life together. To grow old and too still feel love.
Yes, Keito wanted all of those so badly...but it seemed like it was all too late.

Chugging down the last gulp of wine, frustrated at his own restless mind, he decided to leave before the wedding ceremony started because he knew it would just haunt his life and drew ugly images in his head.
"I'm sorry Aiy...I just can't..."


Aiy felt the hit on her head and body,and for a moment she went unconscious. When she opened her eyes, everything was blurry and blue. She felt like she was huddled by something invisible, a kind of pressure pressing against her as if like her mixed, uncontrolable feelings were surrounding her and squeezing her. Furthermore, something from beneath was pulling her down, restricting her from reaching the surface. She struggled at first at whatever was embracing her and squeezing her air out, and tried to free herself from the pull beneath but eventually she stopped.

Aiy's mind suddenly flashed images of Kota and Keito.The intimate moment she had with Kota, the hugs and kisses shared, the warmth spred to her entire body as she rested herself on his bare reliable chest as well as the security and care she felt when he is around. Then flashed the sweet moment with Keito, the laughter,smiles,giggles and sweet kisses she shared with him,the bitter and sweet part of life they experienced together to the gentle sincere embrace she felt protecting her,drowning in his lovely scent. She loved them both and she could not choose either of them.

Tears suddenly poured out as she was sinking deeper into the blue, away from love.

"eh? W-what's going on?..."

"Everything is so...blurry...why?"

"Somebody...help me...please"

She cried silently.

Suddenly,the surface broke open with a bright light and a familiar figure held out its hand to reach Aiy's. "Aiy! Hurry grab my hand!" a voice she she was happy to hear and she knew instantly who he was.

"It's you...you're the one" her mind managed to speak,and she stretched out her arms to grab the hand,

"Thank you K-"

She thanked silently with a faint smile.

Feeling: goodgood
Singing to: Deep See Girl by Hatsune Miku
aiy_chan: keito blondeaiy_chan on April 4th, 2014 09:22 pm (UTC)
faint fainT faiNT faINT fAINT FAINT!!!!!
what should i say?????
soooooooooo happy!!!
but but but... what happen with Kouchuu????

you know, i really surprise you really made it ^^
you wrote my name???? gyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~
how could i concentrate with my exam today~~~~<3
i would space out and wondering your truly beautiful story~
oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
love ya Aikachuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~<3
chuchuchuchunyu~ arigachuu~~ *o*)/

Keitoooooooooooooooooooo~!!! let's run away baby~!!!!!

Edited at 2014-04-04 09:23 pm (UTC)
Aikahikarinoo on April 5th, 2014 06:29 am (UTC)
Re: A-I-K-A-C-H-U-U-U!!!
Hehehe thank you for commenting AiyAiy!!!^^
I'm glad you like your sweet surprise~^^ I wasn't kidding when I say I wanted to make a story about you ( ̄ー ̄)
What happen to Kota?...are you implying that Keito is your chose ( ̄ー ̄)...?
So I guess if people want to know who is 'K' here, then they should read your comment Aiy~^^

Ehh? sorry if I distract you from your exam~ didn't mean to do that ><

Love ya to Aiyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~Sweet kisses to you dear~
aiy_chanaiy_chan on April 5th, 2014 11:10 am (UTC)
Re: A-I-K-A-C-H-U-U-U!!!
because Aikachuu twist the story~~~!!!!
i do~ feels like you really made this fic for my Keiton~
oh gomen~ i didn't read in my right(?) mind~ bwahahaha...
well... whoever Mr. K let's live happily ever after baby~~~<3 chuchuchuuunyu~ *o*
aranathaaranatha on April 5th, 2014 12:38 am (UTC)
sooo early in da morning i get this notif from aiychan
and..who's the "K" aiychan mention here??!?
*blame aiychan to have a complex relationship with kouchan and keito*
Aikahikarinoo on April 5th, 2014 06:31 am (UTC)
ehhh? She told you that early? XD
Anyway, thank your reading and commenting this so early~^^
Why don't you read Aiy's comment to know who 'K' is~ ( ̄ー ̄) hehehehe~^^
aranathaaranatha on April 5th, 2014 07:01 am (UTC)
well,yeah..she give me the link on twit early in the morning
she love to do that,giving any link of good or newest fics
*tough i always ask her not give nc fics too on my real account* *sigh*

is that mean she prefer keito here?
aiychan,you should choose kouchan to be your soon-to-be-husband rite?
why keito then?
*imagining how if you including yutti here,she would be very troubled to pick* XD
Aikahikarinoo on April 5th, 2014 01:21 pm (UTC)
Hahah~ Aiy gives links to me too~^^ That's kinda cute of her~
Well, let's just see who she will end up with, Kota or Keito~~
If I did put Yutti, the story gonna be so loooong then~XD